I deleted my previous entry cos I realised how stupid I sounded. Haha.. First entry of the new year, I think I should just forget about setting New Year resolutions cos I nv ever follow them. I can't believe it's 2007 already lah! Jien and I were just talking about it today; it's like we spent the entire 2006 rushing to finish a particular "assignment" so to speak that at some point of time we kinda lost track of the dates and days and all. But I think it was a good year nonetheless cos I got to catch up with oLd friends and spend lots of time CHILLING and having SUPER HIGH parties. I'm glad things are good now, I like the feeling of just being comfortable slacking around and doing nothing, without the obligation of having to say something.. Though there's always this nagging thought at the back of my head, I'm glad to say that it's slowly going away. Haha.. Also, I made "new" friends! and well, lost some along the way too.. But I'm glad I still have my dear ultra soccerly mushroomy friend kaimin for me to talk rubbish to and listen to her nonsensical logic! Haha it's hard to believe that I spent the whole of year1 with a totally different impression of you (but short skirts nv change. Haha!) Also, I have my dear pokes, XT and Bernard (meanpoke) , whom I haven't spent time with in ages. Dear poke, if you see this, you've been missed too! When are we going out huh! I've got WHITE stuff for you! Hehe.. =) And there's one person that deserves special mention! And that's Mr QTz! Eh dunno if you will see this lah but thanks for EVERYTHING man I swear. I wouldn't been able to survive school without you (: And although it hasn't been exactly the smoothest through the year, and that mummy insists that it will get even worse this year, I'm glad that things turned out fine. I'd like to believe that everything happens for a reason and as Jien says, all things build on the past, become something better if you let it. And, I just wanted to say that I'm really sorry that I haven't been "letting it" Sometimes I may talk alot of nonsense, but I guess it's the insecurities and the uncertainty of the future so please be patient with me and give me somemore time, I promise to try. I know with faith we'll get through this. Remember; I love you just the way you are (: Okay, I'm not really good with expressing what I feel so I guess this will have do. Anyway, haven't exactly updated on my trip to Bangkok! I miss the place so much! Hopefully I'll be able to go back there next year =D But also spent quite abit shopping and eating there but the food is really really good! And I got pretty heels and accessories! Haha.. okok, I better end here or else I'll get smacked for talking about bangkok again. (and again, i'm not finding excuses for my laziness to update anymore :D )
